rethink

Rethink?! Space? that's 2 words i've heard frm my gal....she was asking me nt to disturb her in time being as she nid space and rethink.....i dunno wat's going on between us....she was disappointed wif the way i spoke and try to ver up everything whenever she caught me lying and try to push back the problem to her......OMG...i was devasted....i dunno wat can i said.....in a relationship, shouldn't  it to be honest? y muz i lie and cover up my ass? do i get any benefit of it? NO!!!! is nt like dat.....she yet dun wan accept my explaination....probably i myself cant c thru whether am i dat kind of person.....i find my best fren, ee wen....she was try to look on the matter and she had concluded that I'm dat kind of person but she din make any blame asv as human at the 1st place and covering up our asses is part of the way...cant blame whoever....she was right...probably i myself reli cant c thru wat had gone thru on me and i was on this kind of act....i reli nid time to change myself and brand new me....stop giving excuses and frank to each other....x more hiding or lying.....


but do i? nah...nvr mind.....is time to change when wanna save this relationship.....GOD bless me.....