Is been a week that i've didn't update my blog....hmm...wat shud i said...hahaha....frm the monday last week till today?! haha....quite funny tho...but anyway, thr's plenty of news happening within that week...let me recall back....haha...
Mon, 10/5/10:
thr's ntg much happen i guess unless u do read the previous blog that i've uploaded on the respective date....
Tues, 11/5/10:
still the same....likI e normal...bloging at nite....haha...
Wed, 12/5/10:
hmm...do happened sumthing....my gf do not care abt me and just fully conc wif her fren....after she outing with her frens at 1U, her attitude and behaviour totally changed. I tried to concern but yet been criticised and said "dont u feel annoying?!"
saddened me...
Thurs, 13/5/10:
like usual, bz wif work and yet spend time concerning abt her but yet, X REPLY!! sigh....
Fri, 14/5/10:
She went to Genting with her frens and overnight at there...during the first nite, i was recorded a song which i sang myself and MMS to her...she felt touched but yet, not enuf to make her talk to me....(and i get to noe that frm ysd, 16/5/10, that she DRANK BEERS!!!! OMG!! I was like....GOSH....why should want to do that....summo she went to JUSCO nearby her hse and DRANK AGAIN! IN THE AFTERNOON SUMMO! It truly saddened me and make me feel useless that I cant help her in any way!)
Sat, 15/5/10:
She went back to home from Genting....That day was d darkest day of my life! I've been SCOLDED that I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABT HER AND ASKED THAT MIND OF MY OWN BUSINESS! STOP CARING ABT HER PROB!!! I was like stunned and I keep wondering, who am I to for this! Related to my blog, on 15/5/10
Sun, 16/5/10:
Haihz....wake up arnd 11 sumthing, felt lonely, empty and feel moodless...look at my phone, thr's ntg been replied or call....asking myself, am i dat bad till my gf wanna isolated and hate me that much? haihz....I do send msg to her asking hw are she currently and guess wat....x reply....damn....then, i resend again..this time is in chinese....yet....X REPLY! I was deeply saddened by her act and I felt shameless why she nid treat me like this...i do haf my own feelings and I sacrificed all my things jz to b and spend my times with her....but yet why she not appreciate and yet still wanna blame her life for so messy and control yet conservative parent living in her life? Cant she jz accept watever GOD gave and try to adapt? Cant jz be patient till a saviour to save her? hiahz.....in the nite, I was dinner wif my best fren, Wen Shang...Suddenly, her mom called me up and said my gf wanna leave home with all those clothes packed in a bag! I was stunned and shocked....do she reli nid to do dat?! before her mom called, her fren, miss M, called me and asking whether she is going to Redang? (which my gf suppose to go but get strong objection from her parent). Why in all sudden, everything refers back to me when I felt wanna avoid and give up? hiahz....cant change the fact and yet nid to save my gf from hell....in half way of dinner, my fren and I was rushing to my gf hse and try to see what can I do at thr....while we on the way thr, thr's too many possibilities thought off from both of us....damn.....once I reached thr, thr's ntg happened and I nid fetch my gf to campus to attend the trip....I was totally devastated and yet cant blame her.....she is d 1 i concerning most.....not to waste much time, i was rushed to the campus and luckily was arrived half an hour earlier.....once we reached thr, we get down from the car and had a small conversation (which not so positive)....We both was trying to avoid argument and had a mutual agreement that wait she come back from vacation and sit down to discuss wat the next move on the relationship to choose either move on or stop. This worries me and yet, watever the outcome is, shud accept it open heart....
Mon, 17/5/10:
back to monday again, today, was a busy day for me as the technical director from India had came and pay a visit to the factory and will stay for 3 days before back India again.....2day is the 1st day she went for trip and left 2 more days that she will back KL and that the time to decide on what had left us in miserable for months...wish me luck and pray hard that I can move on with her.....
p/s: 2day, i managed myself to draft out my 5 years plan....hopefully can success!!
Gud nite!! Sweet dream!!
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