moody~~

Is such a long long long time that I din't update my blog...I even forget about mine add....was a funny things.....well....my title had shown that I'm really in moody mood...there's a lot of things happened in the same time....not I don't know how to deal it but it just too much for me to care of....can someone tell me when it can be done? Today? Tomorrow? or infinity? I do not know and I don't know how to answer these question.....even if I'm having the light of wisdom also can't really save it....

I'm clueless right now....my girlfriend had asked a question to me just now.. " What your future plan when you still a student?" Guess what..... I answered "all I know that time is eat, drink, play and fun" that all I need during that time.....She disappointed.....she said I'm childish....Doesn't really know how to plan my future.....I didn't blame her....she was right....who can stand a person somemore is her boyfriend to having that kind of attitude.....

After the conversation, I was deeply saddened by those words and sheared tears....not long...just awhile.....was deeply hurt and in the same time, it give me a sudden thought...Am I on the right track that I used to plan for during my final years in my student life? My answer is "right...I'm on the right track.....I didn't miss anything about it and I'm having my own financial to support on"......

This few weeks, this few days, there is a lot of things for me to think and decide....for example, I need to buy a new car for my father who still driving a car which is same age with me! wonder that when suddenly the car broke down in middle of nowhere? who will come and help you? who will come to fix your car when your cellphone is dead? who will come to care about you when your car broke down?I just don't understand why they so stubborn....but yet, managed to persuaded and wish granted....

Now, there is other problem facing which is trip to Lang Tengah... Previously, I do promise my friends that I'll go for the trip....but as d actual plan have to change and yet, my friend unable to understand the situation that currently lies on my side....they just keep thinking about themselves but didn't really stand on my shoes and think....do I really can affordable for that trip.....problem unsolved.....

God, I hope you can hear me.....I wish to have more time, more energy and more wisdom so that I can face and solve the problem that you served to me...I wish not to suffer anymore and vow to life more happily and steady than unpredictable and not in peaceful.....Hope my wish will b granted and keep my vow........

Time to sleep....Good night and sweet dream.....