History

I still remembered during my secondary school time that I studied my history subject which been taught by my teacher as well as my tuition teacher(happen to be the same person)......during that time, I wasn't so realized about history do really important in our life....Till today, i just realized that history do really play a part in our life......ask yourself....what is history....you wouldn't want know about it or even border about it.....I can't say myself fully understand about the "History" words.....but for me, "History" is a things or a matter that had happened in our life and we moving forward by forgetting the past....for another words, past is just a kind of history.....

When i looked back into my past, I realized that there's alot of things I've missed out as well as done too many wrongdoings....I can't say myself is a guy person.....but I was quite a failure in my love relationship......a human just need to dependent towards each other for getting love.....love play a major part in our life....love make you revived from your dark side of yourself....love is a saviour for your physical and emotional appearances......love is beautiful and in the same time can be hell...dependings on how you feel and judged.....

A trust is generated from both parties...without trust, there's no further development regardless in your friendship, love, works and so on......people born to be trust.....but once the trust was broken, trust become betrayal and betrayal leads to hate....when it leads to hate, there's no turning back as you're already into the devil side which plot for revenge.....

Jealousy is a deadly weapon for all human nature in this world.......it came for love.....when a person who not trust his/her behalf and keep thinking about the unrealistically things, it leads that person into jealousy.......jealous is good sometimes when you feel that the person do really care about you and try to protect you....but when the jealousy is too far over, it leads to hate.....when the hate and jealousy had controlled your mind, you're hopeless.....you'll do anything just for your partner to hate and angry about you!

Looking back on myself, I was deeply regretted for not trusting my ex well and my jealousy was poisoned my mind......I was saddened by d choices that she had made and I was unable to revived back for our relationship because I've betrayed her trust on me....but all of this is a past.....a history in my life....there's nothing can b done when you can't change the history while it still can at that time.....

God is treating us fair....when the God had given you time to appreciate, you choose to let it go....when you let it go, God will just give you another chance for suffering....That's the KARMA for human in this world....People won't get appreciate on what he/she get or have but want to get more and more till left out the most precious gems around themselves and deeply regretted when it's over which have no chance to look back on what he/she had done....In other word, is GREEDY! Greedy is one of the human nature behaviour which can't be eliminated into their body...every person have a small devil in their heart.....it depends on how you deal with the devil, and how you treat the devil....once the devil control you, you just get prepared for the worst to come....

I would like appreciate my caring angels around me who they keep support me and stand next to me to lift me out from the darkness world of my life which bring me alot of suffer and depression......All I can say is I love you, guys!!! You all are my angels and will vividly stay in my life till my last breath! God bless you all....