study make me worries and scared

on Friday, August 10, 2007

study nwdays really hectic and suffer....make me sick,confuse and blur abt wat i had studied so far....i'm doubt wif my ability 2 study in university.....can sum2 lecture me abt it.....i'm damn suffer nw......can sum 1 understand my situation...getting pressure from family,fren and lecturer.....plenty of report and homework 2 work on....i'm depressed and no 1 noe abt it...i jz pretend 2 be happy in front of my fren and my family....sumtime i jz tot dat if i'm not exist is it more better??? i do realize dat when all d hope is on u, u muz do it and get d results dat they wan in order to make them satisfied...but do they realize d pressure in me whr i'm d only son in d family???? how i'm gonna deal wif such a big and huge pressure lies on me........who can help me on that....d exam is coming soon whr starting end of this month...i persuaded myself so many times dat i muz study hard......more that any 1 else...but i jz cant....Y!!!!!!!! wat had happened on me.......i used to be a good student and hardworking although not consider d most hardworking.....i really need sum1 who can help me and gif me a way or advice to make go thru....if this sem i'm not able to get d result that they desired,i may b expel and repeat again.....may god bless me and keep praying that i'll success tis sem....at least get thru over the crisis that i'm having rite nw.........

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